this weekend was sort of a blur! my ex-boyfriend was in town and he was yelling at me for just anything he could think of. guess he didn't like the thought of me with another guy. he was freakin out over every little thing he heard and then i gotta listen to the aftermath of all of the things he heard.
so i was all pissed off and crying. i did the only thing i could think of to clear my mind which was to get high. and i regret it. i got talked into it. sorta. i let myself. uhh. i don't know how i could make the same mistakes as before. the most important things to me become the least and the only thing i want to do is smoke some more or take a few more pills until i'm only thinking happy thoughts and not feeling the pain i was before.